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[1].I've made mistakes in my life,
i had people take advantage of me
and i accepted way less than what i deserve.
but I've learned from my bad choices
and even though there are somethings
i can never get back and people who
will never be sorry, I'll know better next time
and i won't settle for anything less than what i deserve.
[2].* no one can ever promise you they will never hurt you, because at one time or another it will happen. The real promise is if the times you spent together will be worth the pain in the end *
[3].*Love is a noble act of self-giving. offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved one*
[4].It's Amazing...
How one person can change your life
How a smile from you can erase everything bad
How life seems less scary when you're holding my hand.
It's Phenomenal...
How fate brings two strangers together
How I survived before I knew you
How, whenever I'm with you it's like a great new adventure.
It's Beautiful...
How love can be so unconditional
How learning about you is like reading my favorite story.
How loving you is so easy.
And I'm so thankful...
That I'm able to know this
Amazing
Phenomenal
Beautiful person
And because...
I LOVE YOU
[5].All she really wants is a boy that keeps his promises & listens to her babbles. Someone to call when she gets scared from a movie she..s watching, someone to laugh at her, & someone to hold her hand when she pulls away. It..s really not that much to ask for.. is it?
But maybe that's what it all comes down to:
love, not as a surge of passion,
but as a choice to commit to something, someone,
no matter what obstacles or temptations stand in the way.
And maybe making that choice again and again,
day in and day out, year after year,
says more about love than never having a choice to make at all.
[6].it's amazing how one day,
someone can walk into your life
then the next day, you wonder
how you ever lived without them. [7].every time i try to think of another guy,
i always end up thinking of you all over again. [8].when we go down, we go down together.
because when i said best friends, i meant forever. [9]. a good friend will comfort you when
he rejects you, but a best friend
will go up to him and say,
"it's because you're gay, isn't it?" [10]. and that's it for us?
you're just going to walk away and
pretend like none of this happened?
well i guess you're over it [11]. and one day your name just didnt make me smile
[12]. I feel sorry for people who don't drink
When they wake up in the morning
That's as good as they're going to feel all day
-Frank Sinatra
[13]. I’m scared, completely terrified actually.
Scared of what will happen if i see you again.
& Scared of what will happen if I don't see you again. [14]. I’m the type of girl who
will fall for a guy she
barely knows; Who will
listen to a love song &
see his face; Who will
look for him wherever she
goes. I’m the type of girl
who doesn’t get over
things easily; Who will
beat herself up when
someone doesn’t love her
back; Who will cry herself
to sleep cause she feels
she’s not good enough.
But I’m also the type of
girl who’s strong; Who can
cry her eyes out then
forbid them to come back
the next morning; Who will
blast some old pop song
& sing at the top of her
lungs cause she feels like it;
Who will be no one but herself [15]. I've been lonely tonight.
ive been fighting the urge to text him
& tell him I miss him;
I don't want him to know anymore.
I wonder if he misses me at all
or if he's just happy I've finally let him go.
It's easiest when I don't see him,
I won't deny that, but I just want to be able
to see him without it hurting.
I don't want him out of my life forever;
I don't want him to forget me. [16]. And when he kissed me, it was like a knife stabbing me right in the heart. because he didnt really believe in this. he was the one making me fall apart.
amber cole. [17]. But I miss screaming and fighting
and kissing in the rain. And it's 2am
and I'm cursing your name, you're
so in love that you act insane and
that's the way I loved you. Breaking
down and coming undone, it's a roller
coaster kinda rush. And I never knew
I could feel that much. And that's
the way I loved you [18]. It's not until months later,
looking back, that you realize
how much better you could've
done. And it won't be until months
from now that you really do let go
and you finally give another guy a
chance, but until then, here you are:
stuck in the past, wishing it was the present [19]. good judgment comes from experience
and experience comes from bad judgment. [20]. When you can't stop smiling
after you talk to him and you still
get butterflies in your stomach
and that huge smile across your
face every time you see him...
that lets you know he's definitely
more than a friend. [21]. If you're feeling frightened about what comes next, don't be. Embrace the uncertainty. Allow it to lead you places. Be brave as it challenges you to exercise both your heart and your mind as you create your own path towards happiness, don't waste time with regret. Spin wildly into your next action. Enjoy the present, each moment, as it comes; because you'll never get another one quite like it. And if you should ever look up and find yourself lost, simply take a breath and start over. Retrace your steps and go back to the purest place in your heart... where your hope lives. You'll find your way again.
[22]. I’ve learned this past year. I’ve changed. I’ve grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason; maybe they don’t. But no matter what, they still happen. That’s what we need to remember. I learned to stop analyzing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There’s nothing I can do to change that. I’ve learned to go with my gut, and that it’s okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter won’t care. I’ve learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I’ve learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy – yourself. And, most importantly, I’ve learned that today is all we have.
[23]. That’s what I mean. You think about things that aren’t important. Like who’s got more status than the other person. And you make your decisions about that based on things like clothes and friends and where people sit in the lunchroom and who people hang out with. And if people aren’t just like you, you think they’re not worthy and that nobody else who matters to you thinks they’re worthy. And so you write those people off. I remember when you weren’t like that. I remember when you cared about things that mattered and when you weren’t always sizing everything and everyone up all the time. And I like you a lot then.
[24]. I can't say I'm proud of my life, but I can say I'm
proud that I've learned. I've learned that I can't rely
on everyone, but I can't expect everyone to hurt me.
I know some things don't work out, but I know
everything that has been for the better. I can't
guarantee I'll be able to walk around with a smile.
but I know where I've been, and where I'am
going. I know who I am and who my friends are,
I've had some tough stuff thrown at me. but I've
gotten by. I'm not one to complain so I'll keep trying
and in the end... I'll know I did my best.
[25]. I can't help but think somewhere inside you, I'm there. Somewhere between liking me and loving me and everything in the middle, you got scared. The tingling and the butterflies terrified you. You didn't know what could and couldn't happen.
[26]. I told them all the great things about you, and there were a lot. I was up there for a while. I didn't tell them everything, though. I left out the complicated stuff, like how it took losing you forever for me to truly find you. And how finding you turned me into someone else entirely. That's not what they came for. People want to hear that you are great. And you were great. They want to know I miss you. And I do. It's weird though, I feel like the only one who would understand this is you. Anyway, I left all that out and kept it simple. I told them I loved you like I always have and just like I always will. And that's the truth.[27]. And I know we said let go But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there's nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you
[28].
I know you've moved on, moved on for good, but there are things you don't know, things that I don't show; things that I hide inside. I know to you it seems like I didn't care, seems like I was never there, but there was never once a day that you didn't cross my mind a million times. And believe me, if I could go back, I would, but things are different now. Time caught up with us & broke us apart, because now you found someone else. But that's not what bothers me. What bothers me is that you left me & that I left you, with words unspoken. Words that are still trying to escape my heart & reach out to you, words that don't notice that time has past; words that still have meaning. What bothers me is that you didn't see the tears I cried & you didn't know that I lied when I told you I was happy. What bothers me is that you still cross my mind a million times a day & even when I'm sleeping, I can still hear your voice telling me how much you love me or how much you miss me & that's the only time I'm ever happy. It's when I'm reminiscing about you & dreaming about us. But when reality hits me, it just kills me. But the thing that bothers me the most is that all of this could have been prevented if I had just said something or done something, the only thing that doesn't bother me is that I've learned a lesson; you don't really know what you got until it's gone.[29]. two cigarettes in the dark,
gone is the flame and the spark.
leaving just regrets
and two cigarettes in the dark. i hear your key turning in the door,
i won't be hearing that sound anymore.
and you and your sin can leave
the way you just came in. i'm never dressed for the occasional
invasion of surprises, i don't get surprised. i'll leave you raining on your own parade.
gung-ho you let your guard down,
you're nothing but a write-out. a closing line unannounced
and breaking your spirits;
a curtain call cry, i got you this time. we're nothing now, but history.
i'll leave you reminiscing in a diary,
regretting. paying dues. be ready for deceivers,
they have no heart,
but they play their part. you're the thief in the night,
and this is how it comes to an end.
on the hour that you left us unknown
i'm standing firm. i want to throw in the towel,
so this is how it feels to be down.
so this is what it feels like,
i watch them circle around. you're not getting off easy
but you're barely getting along,
playing harder to get.
still pretending that you're ending
what should have never began.
trying hard to prove me wrong
but i ain't seen nothing yet. he got cold feet, so he had to run
to a city with a history of love. i've learned regret from a cowards mouth. i'm a runaway victim left alone at night.
we both stare out at the same old stars
wishing for direction where to go. once upon a time, fairy tales took hold,
manipulating when the readers
threw the writers a bone. well situated from the beginning
but i'm ending appalled. i'll write you out of the story
like you knew that i would.
living happily ever after
never happens for good. another lover please,
make it on the double. to all of our fights and quarrels,
we need to make amends.
we all can make an effort
to becoming best of friends. there's a battle thriving
deeper inside than you could know.
ramifications of my past drifting me out to sea
never seeing the love
that's right in front of me. i've flirted with ugliness,
lost in this loneliness,
facing your beauty, i stopped breathing. I want you to know that I love you. I never did
stop. Not for one gasping second. My love for you
is unconditional & it will never end as long as I
live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I
want. I never doubted us, but you did. I never stopped thinking about you even though you
stopped thinking about me. I never wanted to let
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